Delusions of Grandeur
Posted: 14 Aug 2006 8:07 am
How many of you ordinary musician folk (you know....bedroom hacks like me) ever harbor hopes of being "discovered?" I know I kinda had faint hopes like that when I figured out how to make music (pre-steel) on a home MIDI studio in the 80s and slowly put together a couple original CDs. I even put them up on an online retail site. And waited. The response over the years (more than a decade) was, to put it mildly, underwhelming. No calls from the Majors, no cult following in Europe (or even Tasmania). Just a few CDs sold (or even just given away) per year.
The illusion, if a modest one, that there'd be some kind of market for my stuff was, if misguided, a pretty strong motivator at the time to keep hacking. Reality has slowly set in, and I basically don't try anymore. The romance and fizzle are gone, even though my MIDI gear (plus a psg nowadays) is the best it's ever been.
As a steel newcomer in '99, i never had any illusions. I guess I'd learned the MIDI lesson pretty well by then.
Anyone else come on the music scene thinking they might make a splash only to walk away a bit muddy?
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<font size=1>Bill, steelin' since '99 | Steel page | MSA U12 | My music | Steelers' birthdays | Over 50?</font><font size="1" color="#8e236b"><p align="center">[This message was edited by Bill Llewellyn on 14 August 2006 at 09:11 AM.]</p></FONT>
The illusion, if a modest one, that there'd be some kind of market for my stuff was, if misguided, a pretty strong motivator at the time to keep hacking. Reality has slowly set in, and I basically don't try anymore. The romance and fizzle are gone, even though my MIDI gear (plus a psg nowadays) is the best it's ever been.
As a steel newcomer in '99, i never had any illusions. I guess I'd learned the MIDI lesson pretty well by then.
Anyone else come on the music scene thinking they might make a splash only to walk away a bit muddy?
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<font size=1>Bill, steelin' since '99 | Steel page | MSA U12 | My music | Steelers' birthdays | Over 50?</font><font size="1" color="#8e236b"><p align="center">[This message was edited by Bill Llewellyn on 14 August 2006 at 09:11 AM.]</p></FONT>