I've rolled it over and over..
I wish to hell I had a job of ANY kind that I couldn't wait to awake and go to, like Jesse James, and his bikes, Rush and his "right wing spew", a designer about to make a "big innovation" a local teacher with a class that is really impressing him/her, a cop about to make a "great bust", or any number of people I know of that DO enjoy EVERY DAY of their jobs.
I don't.
Skip mentioned in his "heyday" that he played every Saturday, and most Fridays with rehearsals on thursdays. I know the artist and used to watch the show. It was GREAT!.
I do know that starting in about 1982, after a couple years of weekends, I started playing 7 night gigs with a cover band, RW Stone, that played from Spokane to Elko, and it was a meat grinder. A Meat Grinder. Rehearsed about every other day on the road gigs, and every week at least once. I had to buy another steel to do the rehearsals, ( ala my Professional) at a time when I had to buy my wife a pair of scissors for her birthday. ( I still hear about it..) That went on for a couple years nonstop, til I lied my way into a heavy dump truck, and I started doing that full time during my days. I was finally able to wuit paying my rent by the week.
I started my practice I hold to this day of sleeping in two shifts. Sometimes in my pickup at the plant after a 2AM gig. I don't remember being late to either, but it was damn close sometimes...
In that time, "The Band" went through three different incarnations. "Crossroads, RW Stone, Me and the Boys, Mountain Rein, Country Company, and finally wore down the female band leader to a saggy old barmaid. ( Bwwwaahahaa MAry..) and I don't know how many dozen drummere and bass players. BUster Newberry and Kurt Radtke on guitar were the ONLY high points of those 7 or 8 years of 5-7 niters.
My wife left and I divorced her. I was holding her 'career' back.
I lied my way into a 50,000lb dump truck with no brakes to speak of for 6$ an hour. Then to a not too much better one for 10$ an hour..
Two years of actual JOBS alowed me to pay ALL of those old 1099 in the cigar box years, and finally start paying (besides back years) into SSGLI. Then I started saving for the house I own today.
As if that wasn't enough, I got to start ( and continue) a run of twenty some bands playing in the "Big 7 Night" club here in town. The Night Riders, Sundance, Leon Smith, Bo Cody, Renegade, and other "local hot bands" were among them. Lots of them were "fun" but the money from ALL of them went to buy food while I saved for a house. Right now, other than Bob Machado, I don't remember half their names, Good guitar players were "Randy Yearout, Buster Newberry, Steve West,Dean Holtberg, Monty MOss, Shawn O'Connor, and a couple others. I learned A LOT. I made a lot of money by the standards I see established here. At least 200 grand.
I don't know if I had a "heyday". I know there were some damn sure "'A' gigs" that I'd put on stage Anywhere, next to, behind OR in front of anybody I've seen on the GOO. We got paid well for every damn one of them. "We" still do.
The whole last 15 years, I've NEVER turned down a gig, except when it was too far away from Portland, or in one case where I caught Leon Smith "nicking" the band for PA rental when he'd swiped it from his ex-wife ( who "supported him") ( I caught that one, Jeff
)
THe WHOLE time I've held full time jobs driving straight dump trucks, 8 axle asphalt dumps, End Dumps, Low Boys, and for the last two years, 22 wheel asphalt hauling transfers. There aren't any bigger trucks than I drive parked at the truck stop I play in, and I've (until this last year) had as many "log book" hours as the guys that drive them there.
This year, as construction took a crap, I've had to play more.
HAPPILY, I've Finally had some time to work on MY PLAYING. I went thru my rig, got some CDs, a whole rack of new clothes, have worked REAL HARD on playing all kinds of stuff, and work with two bands in the 7 night venue here, fill in in a couple others and work ALL the other weekends with a lower key band in Eagles Elks, and other beer joint venues.
Yesterday was a good "slice of my life".
I went to work at 700am like every day last week hauling 105.500lbs in an 88 KW transfer hauling to a mountain job from the batch plant in Hillsboro with ten other transfers.
I'd worked Mon-Wed with, and in place of Doug Jones at his gig. There was a faint smell of diesel, and in spite of being made fun of for having a "dirty steel guitar" and "ragged amps","Odd Couple" jokes etc, I had FUN. That's right. I didn't stutter.
FUN.
Doug and I traded licks, GLEEFULLY complimented each others' playing, parts, and styles, and I GOT PAID. WELL. "The rest of the band" was good too I supppose..
)
I came in to get my rig Thursday after working 12 hours on asphalt, and got to hear my local idol, Harley James sitting in with them. The sounded great. I was tireder than an old dry dog turd, and had been breathing diesel from coating my boxes all day, so I begged off an invitation, and went home,loaded in, and crashed.
Yesterday started at 600AM after fighting traffic in Hillsobo. Hauled 7 @ 32 ton loads, and had to wait 20 minutes each trip to pass a Cement truck that had rolled on and crushed FLAT a lady in her little red car. They couldn't even get the pieces out.
I hauled ass all day to get done on time to make the 11th annual Hayride at the Elks in Scapoose. I ended up the last load, as luck would have it, and fought traffic in the hammer lane all the way back. I got in at 700. Went home, washed with orange cleaner, shaved, put on my slacks, suitcoat, spit shined cowboy boots, and headed out after arguing with the little woman about driving "her" toyota, to St Helens, an hour away.
Got set up, and played at 830. Music? Well it wasn't the best I remember, but I did enjoy being out of the dump truck though still spitting up diesel. I remembered to bring the mosquito repellant though
.
Day gig, $175.
Night Gig, $125.
I'm 50.
Guitar player from last night was a fill in for our regular guitar player who's getting diagnosed with an "enlarged pancreas", pissing blood for ten years, no job, living with his mom, and not doing well. Hope it doesn't turn out like Rod Wilson. He was 50 too.
I remember the last time I talked to him at Mr Bs in Troutdale. He was on break. We'd never really liked each other. Mary, the work out singer/bandleader was waiting tables. THat was as it should have been..
Anyhow, I said to Rod, who looked as tired as I did, and always did the "double job" thing, though he drank.. "You know Rod, we actually might have killed ourselves during all these years, and just haven't had time to die...". We both laughed. At that time we
could..
So far, I still can..
He had a big blood spot on his eye, like I'd seen him with before.
He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer soon after that and died hard 6 months later.
I've been driving dump trucks, lowboys, and hauling pavers and asphalt around here for more than 15 years. I can't think of more than three guys that have lasted that long. (knock on wood). It's either lack of legal representation in traffic court, death by ___, Unga Bunga, wrecks, or just plain burn-out.
In music, in the place I play the most, I can't think of anybody I remember from the "old days". Harley James, I guess, Larry Behm, a couple of drummers, and no band leaders. Mostly they either play there weekends or other spot gigs. I'm sure they play better, or at least
I think they do.
Retirement?
Ask me or "the survivor" in a couple years.
Do I "Enjoy It".
I didn't have a week of "peaches and cream" last week. Better than Rick the guitar player, or the flattened lady in the little red car...
I'd have to say that what I
Really enjoy is
Being Able to Do It.
All that and
Being Able to shovel gigs from time to time to other ( more deserving) players, and not take jobs from
any of them.
There aren't any 105k asphalt haulers that are sitting home on my account either.
I like to think that I'd have to give up " Being Able" to "Do it".
That's something that nobody
so far has offered me enough money for. God will have to make me an offer on that one if no one else steps up..
Ask me in a couple years.
Did I mention? I'm 50.
Oh, and how many people could get you to read something like this
all the way through ?
Hmm?
Time to go out and buy a new jacket..
<SMALL> Retire to What? </SMALL>
I like that one...
EJL<FONT SIZE=1 COLOR="#8e236b"><p align=CENTER>[This message was edited by Eric West on 16 August 2003 at 01:19 PM.]</p></FONT>